Fuck, I'm tired of this shit!

My domestic partner, aka the sponging off of me room-mate who can't even provide "benefits" somehow thinks he gets to question my decisions? No, uh NO, no way, ya don't. I don't ask for a lot. I want to be kissed for real, hugged and caressed at home in private like you mean it - instead, I get a lot of PDA when there are lots of witnesses, and ogled, grabbed, lunged at and otherwise 'molested' in public, but never at home. All about the show, are ya? And just how showy would you be if I told everyone you can't keep it up? You might have a big cock, but all you do with it is pee. How am I supposed to feel when every time you come near me with a hard or semi-hard cock that it goes limp like lettuce in the sun? For 30 years I've enjoyed hearing I was a turn-on, and a great fuck, and now, NOTHING?